youngkidsneverlearn

2009-05-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

Must things become as such?

2009-04-08T11:19:00.000+08:00

it has been a long long time since i last updated.
2 months have passed, many things has happened.
and i dunno where to start.

these 2 months at ica were really really hectic.
working in ica from 8 to 6, go home and study for driving and slping at 10. that has been my routine every single day. but it was worth it.
as least, i could be with her everyday:)

in between, there was our 8th month celebrations, as well as a trip to genting!
i guess u all could see all these in their blogs and stuff, so its too late for me to elaborate them i guess.
there was still the moving the ACC! and chiang's tracker's graduation.
it was really really eventful, but just without the time to blog.

looking at the calender, time really flies.
today is wednesday.
saturday is coming...

2009-02-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

hey guys!!! i'm sorry for my one whole month of hiatus.
it is really a vicious cycle everyday after work, i feel so so so tired to blog. and this went on for almost a month!!!

anyways, this was a month filled of events. gramophone!!!
haha, 11 days there had not been a waste of time.
certainly i didnt really like the idea of selling my time for 5 dollars an hour
but the friends made there were really gd!
and well, i hope we can keep in touch of each other
maybe meet up some time for another round of soccer???

out of my 11 days there, 10 of them were spent outside at the warehouse sale area
and every day, i would look forward to the night where finally we can pack up
dear worked there for 2 days, b4 she was called up by ica to work there
so yeah.
but ultimately, working there was a gd experience for me
a gd first time experience in sales!
and on jan 24th, it was time to say gd bye.
cam whored like crazy, but time didnt allow it, OH WELL!
so i would have to wait for left for dead with shi guan and chris!
or soccer with naz, khairul and xinrong!!!
hurry contact me!!

after that it was a week of break for me.
IT WAS CHINESE NEW YEARS YO!
and yeah, its the meet 2 or 3 times a year relatives all coming to my gramp's place.
but the stardom was on little isabel who came from america
ppl were queueing to take pictures with her!
and she know how to pose(not ur ordinary smile)! for a girl of the age of 4?
amazing...
but that was not my highligh of new year.
instead, it was dear coming and i going to her place to bai nian!
well, A HUGE SIGH OF RELIEVE FROM ME! phew!

and then, ica called me up when i was heading to her place to bai nian
so thats where i am at now.
keying in data everyday and now learning how to be at the counters on the 5th floor!
yeah. it has been great! seeing dear every day, just that she ends up tired everyday, den yeah...

i'll update more abt the rest on my nxt post! kinda tired for today. and the promised individual coverage will come too!!!

2009-01-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

"some say that time changes.
best friends can become strangers"

if this was how benji was feeling when he was singing 'say anything',
he must be feeling very lousy
cos it sucks to lose a best friend

you played a major role in making me the person i am today
u made an emo boy all smiley
u made him go to a camp which changed his life
he made u his best friend
we used to be able to talk abt anything

i guess, not anymore..

"no i don't want it, no not for you"

2009-01-10T00:30:00.005+08:00

i start off this post by saying, SORRY JULIA!
i will have to break the promise that the individual coverage will come by this post cos, i've just came back from gramophone and i'm beat! but even though its my first day, i'm kinda loving it! but let me save my comments for the 18th ok?

anyways, it was a memorable first day there.
from oxygen tang, titanium tan, zai-then, sea frog to what?
from the boss, THANKS BOSS!
haha! it was great fun! mwahhaha! wait till daniel sees me tomorrow!
also, i wanna thank julia and ENOS for coming all the way down to give me my "yay! you got a job!" + "it's your first day of work!' +"jia you! we support you!" present!
SO TOUCHED!

Another day, is going by
I'm thinkin' about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
1 more day.

2008-12-30T21:20:00.005+08:00

ELLO! time for an update of my japan trip! japan trip was fun! the people there were very nice and polite. i would have enjoyed it more if it was not so clique like. but well, i guess this is how the world functions yeah? and it turned out boon tiong went for a similar trip! damn, i didnt see him at all. some pictures

anyways, 27th was our OG13s bbq!! well, it did not turn out to how i thought it would be. but nevertheless, it was still awesome! night cycling which in the end dunno turn out where, watching sunset at the wrong direction and the punches:o

oh well! 29th was spent with both dear and kel, and yiqian and her bro at a later part. totally sucked a bowling! until the 3rd game when my form started to pick up! heh heh. lunched and den pool. and after that, it was fudan O fudan.

its great seeing them all again. somehow, we are closer there den we are at fudan! which is gd! i expected those from group A to be abit outcasted. but i was totally wrong! its a gd day! gd bbq with good food(cos i was cooking for almost 80% of the time)!!! pictures will come soon!

after that, left them to meet with dearest! caught bedtime stories at 1.25am at cineleisure. it almost became my bedtime movie as i was half dead by then! but well!
spent time outside taka:)))) before walking to slack at royal hotel. i love these times tgt!!

2008 has past. 2008 has been a year filled with struggles. from a lvls to relationships to almost everything. now it has past. though it was a hard fought year, it certainly has alot to remember as well.

0722! we may never have been the closest class, but times with u guys were certainly fun! we got 3rd for hse carnival!!! thats proves to show alot of things! it'll be very difficult to meet as the guys will be going army and people are working. ah well.

resonate! i have been abit MIA during the last part of the year due to my fudan and japan trip. but it has been a joy to be with u guys. the innocence(really?), and the humour that is always present. its a pity i missed the BEST CAMP EVER(quoted by ian).

fudan guys! easily my best 2 weeks in 2008! being with u guys rocks! going thru ying yong wen and bao zhang dao du tgt in class, to counter striking at night and to playing basketball and soccer tgt, u guys really have re-defined the definition of an educational trip!!

and to all those i haven mention, u guys don feel sad ok? not being mentioned does not mean u are not rememberred.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
2009 started off well! i'm looking for a strong finish too!

P.S. as for the individual coverage i promised julia, it will come in the nxt post!

2008-12-18T00:09:00.003+08:00

[koped from dearestest blog]
okie dokie.
went out with dearest today.
to celebrate out 5th mth before i flies off to japan tomorrow.
met at ps.
actually, i forgot which part of ps to meet. OPPPS
wanted to dine at astons, but it was too crowded, so we went over to billy bombers instead. (:
den got this mom and son pair stalking us! suspicious! haha
i love food and cash fights!

later i so kindly suggested to go ps to allow our food to digest abit!
caught 'beverly hills chiwawa.'
awesome show. similar plot to bolt.
except one is the dog went back itself,
and the other one is both went searching for each other.
whats with dogs and movies nowadays??

after that, we went over to marina barrage. happy happy. (:

super good weather.
it was super windy there.
lets go kite flying one day!

i seriously can't understand her hair. its nice yet she keeps complaining?
TSK. actually, anything will do:)))

yay! ((((((((:

a promise! and we will make many more 5 mths!

headed to nydc for dinner.
somebody wasted food...

walk walk. and back home. yupp.

it was a superb day.
seeyall on christmas!
i'll miss u:(

2008-12-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

thinking too much

2008-12-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

last week, we had 3 of our days.

wednesday was an outing to cineleisure, den to heeren, den to far east, den to plaza sing, den..... ahhhh well! we went around town the whole day. and finally, we found what we wanted:)

thursday was cool, signed up for driving! i cant wait to start. but... we were scammed? well, thats subjective. although it was quite a short day with little things done, it was rather tiring.

friday, we watched P.S I LOVE YOU. it was really really a nice movie. except the last part where the disc was screwed. man, wasted. walked down memory lane, and enjoyed the wonder scenery.

what can i say? its just 3 really really great and wonderful and brilliant and bestest and fun and great(did i just say that?) day!

2008-12-13T14:37:00.014+08:00

when i first reached shanghai pudong airport, it was really, emotional. partly because i had the mentality that this would be an educational trip. but most importantly, because i missed u. but little would i know that this would be one of the finest 2 weeks of my 2008 life
there! me in white emoing alone there with the adults. later that night, on the way to dinner, the SJI boys "accepted" me, and there marks the end of my low profileness...

day 2 was a relaxing day. first up was a walk ard the school compound. fudan is the 3rd university in china. i really expected much more. apart from the building they build to commerate their 100 year, the other buildings are rather disappointing.
my first 4 friends in fudan.
our welcome ceremony

later on in the day, we went on to a museum! by then, we met kirk and changlong. so instead of staying in the museum to look at the exhibits, we went out to play dai dee! poor tudi(sijun), lost 9 times in a row? can u believe his luck? later on at night, we went on some shirt that travels down the river, revealing the skyscrapers, whatever and whatever u can see there. thats also when i first got to know bt and gang.

anyways, for the rest of the weekdays, it is lessons lessons and more lessons. and in between lessons!!!

following that, its counterstriking at night!!!

the weekends are memorable.

saturaday
making fun of signs at that place(i forgot the name!!), jumping into people's photos. queueing up for 2 hours for nearly 400 xiao long bao! oh man, shao chun's gonna kill me if he sees this. hehe.
singing english oldies at the bookshop with kirk. xD

sunday
went to a village to shop, was more of a food street to me. unfortunately kirk's wallet was mugged. nxt up was to china's clarke quay, xin tian di. pubs pubs and more pubs! but i guai! stayed away from alcohol:)))
soon, it was our last day there. thursday had been an emotional day for almost everyone, if not, all the people there. it was also the day of our "红白大赛" or "red white big competition"(direct translation). needless to say, our red team trumped the white team upside down! here are some pictures of the competition. videos will be uploaded in the nxt post.

the respective tables before the competition
and camwhoring after the competition!
the counterstrike people. pity i was not there with u guys, instead, enos, alvin and i were viewing a tv station somewhere in shanghai. it was pretty cool! all the studios, editting rooms etc etc. it was well worth it, but the opportunity cost of missing the last few hours with my dear frens is rather high:(

the 12 days past so quickly. like what wen xin said“光阴似箭，岁月如梭". before long, it was our last day there. during this short 11 days or so, we have forged strong bonds. stronger den i have expected! here are the pictures we took at the pudong airport.
i will nvr forget u guys, for u guys have made my 2008 all the more memorable.
thank you.
P.S, i cant wait for our gathering! which is on the_____________!!!

2008-12-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK!!!

these 12 days in fudan, was really really very memorable. the lessons, the activities and more importantly the company i had, made this whole trip all the more great. i'll post in details when i get the pictures..

anyways, days after fudan are great too! esp time spent with you. the freedom one have after a lvls. somehow, too much freedom, aint such a gd thing too afterall. haha! oh well! lets enjoy first!

2008-11-23T00:42:00.004+08:00

today is OG OUTING DAY! it has been a long time since we went out like that.

bowling with xuanqi and niang was fun! i guess i recovered some lost touch! and guess who was the ultimate bowling king? don't be taken in by niang's acting, only know how to pretend pretend only...

skating was pure fun! teaching those who dunno how to skate to skate. den its also during this time all the scandals surface. LOL! i guess i let the pictures do the talking.
after all that, we all went to plaza sing to catch soo. had dinner at carls junior/ billy bong or crispy. haha! really let the singaporean in us come out. make full use of the free flow drinks!
woah! i think my lifespan just reduced by half due to diabetes. *burp*

photo taking after that. it was really a waste. lets take it ourselves nxt time yeah?
really glad at how things are now.
lets keep working on it

2008-11-21T20:53:00.003+08:00

exams are over! its abt time i posted something! there is just so much to say! and much more to EAT!

tuesday had seoul garden. wednesday got mega macspicy. yesterday had pudding milktea and today had botak jones! DIE! by the time i go army, they would have to down pes me to pes Bp, i probably got to join the overweight ppl le! XC

seemed to have lost track of time.
have to be alert to the time

saw this on xuanqi's blog. so tot i would give it a try. and true enough, it is freakingly true.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-11-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

if only i was living in disney world.

2008-11-15T21:37:00.001+08:00

screwed
is this deja vu?

2008-11-11T19:32:00.004+08:00

when you told me that u loved me
were those just words?
you can tell me you don't need me
and i know that hurts
cause i'm looking at your picture
cause its all i've got

man this song "photo" re-caught my attention again when studying.
super nice, super meaningful.
on a higher note, 3 MORE PAPERS!!!!
i see the light at the end of the long long tunnel!
all these while, chocolates have been my best friend.
peiing me as i studied.
filled me with its sweetness! haha!

2008-10-15T23:23:00.019+08:00

time flies yeah? in a blink of the eye, its now the end of year 2.

i still remember when choosing schools for pae. i was pretty upset that even thru appealing, i could not make it to sa. so i had to come ny. i tot that if i could leave, i would. but little did i know that my jc education, and an important 2 years of my life, would be spent here in this school.

was kinda worried that ministry of education would make a mistake, cos everyone who i knew who was posted to ny got a call from their ogls already! i was the only one who hasnt! yeah. den, the fateful day. xueting called me just a day or 2 before orientation. saying i was to be in og 34...

we had alot of fun! playing alot of games, going sentosa. even going ice skating! but the fun did not last long. almost 2 weeks after orientation, we kinda lost contact. so next! 0725!
i came from an all boys school. but these 3 months in ny, made it seems like i was suddenly in an all gals school!
if i am not wrong, this picture was taken on the day before o lvls results came out. though we did not really have any events, we really had a great time and here comes my first round of acknowledgements. thank you to mr loke, mr cheung, mrs too, mrs celine lim, mr teo! thank u for a memorable first 3 months the school. it really made things much easier knowing that the teachers there were as such. and og34 and 0725! the first few ppl i know in this school. it has been my honour to have studied in the same class as u ppl!

good things has to come to an end. 0725 had to be broken up. nothing can defy the laws of physics. indeed, what goes up, must come down. although most of us retained our combi? never the less, then came 0722, the class for the nxt 2 years. it was a totally new environment. the studying pace increased now that pae is over. but still, we had events that did bond us in a way or another. house carnival 07 and 08, mural painting, class badminton, cycling at ecp, bowling, pizza hut. ahhh, shall let the pictures do the talking.
your 0722 badminton champions!
there! bowling!
hse carnival 1 and 2! see! one year, alot can improve. even the quality of the camera improved so much in a year.

this is 0722 for you. once again, time for credits to roll. kudos to: mr loo, miss lee, mr kooi, mr teo, mr nathan, mr lim, mrs tan for your patience and guidance these 2 years. hopefully, we will not disappoint u guys yeah? and 0722. thanks for electing me as ur blindman. hopefully i didnt disappoint? if i did. sry. but yeah! these 2 years will stay on with me in my heart for as long as i can go(provided i don get chi dai zhen and start forgetting everything!).

in between the routine of studying and slping. there was orientation 2!!! coincidentally, same og as xuanqi. even i could not believe it? haha. anyways, had to trouble chen mama and mama heng as i was overseas and could not contact the ppl from the og. i came back and did do something ok! i contacted shayidah! :)
first day! everyone were so, cold.
sentosa! wasted i wasnt with them, had to be game master. but well, i fully ultilised my power as game master did i? HEH HEH
og 13. u guys really brought alot of joy to my jc life. i am really really very happy to have known u all. i cannot imagine being posted to og 14? or 15? or any other og. now, when other ogls ask me "eh, ur og still so bonded ah?" when i tell the i'm going out with u guys, i feel very, proud. proud that u guys lasted so long, ever so bonded. really hope to come back nxt year, on january 2, to celebrate og13's first birthday. hopefully i haven been called up to go ns. presson with all ur stuff yeah? for now! focus on pw!

not forgetting my ccas. student council intern and j-fire(1st 3 months). floorball and drama. first! floorball! ahh! we started off with basically nothing! just gathering in the halls every wednesdays to play. it later became more serious when we got a coach earlier this year. and well, we took part in a lvls. even though it wasnt a really gd maiden flight in a div. i believe its the experience that counts. the satisfaction of seeing the rise of the cca, really really great. kudos to eddy and the rest! lets meet some time to play after a lvls yeah?
my only picture of floorball.X(

last but not least, drama club! i was without a cca and yeah, since i was asked by angeline. why not? so i joined. while preparing for othello, i really saw the other aspect of drama, that drama was not just a bunch of drama mamas coming tgt to just act a play, but the amt of behind the scene work that has to be done. it changed my perspective of drama alot.
hanging of the curtains for othello
our mini committee.
den yeah, fom our mini plays, to acting in teachers day, b4 finally heading to our final act at srt.
the whacky times we had during rehearsals. i kinda regretted ponning quite a few times...and there, we finally completed our 2nd act. that marks the end of my drama club life. maybe not cause there was a ppp. but well! yeah. 3rd list of creditors: mr seah and miss kwok(drama). thanks for giving me this chance to act in both the teachers day, which was not really memorable, and decendants of the admiral eunuch! although i was really bad in acting, u both didnt give up and helped me up my acting. XD.
mr william yeo, ms audrey and mr tony lim(floorball). though u guys were not there for our usual trainings, still appreciate the fact that u guys took time off ur schedule to come with us to our a division. the encouragements we got from u guys, really helped alot!

alas, last week was graduation day. i guess this post is kinda late. but beats not posting!
pictures from the day.
hah! here comes the stupid pair! where is the third stupid?
WOAH! JIEYING! know the secret of her success? ME! i was always behind her back! XD
miss lee! thanks for not giving up hope on me even though my chem was not doing too well!0722 in the hall! one of our last few pictures tgt.
cam whorers! i joined late!
kel on top and zul below. both trying to out TALL me. they didnt have to use so much force u know? they just have to ask and i could bend down for them.XD. glad to have known u two after orientation this year. hah! though we only know each other for a while, but yeah! it was great fun crapping with u guys!
0725 buddies! plus brandon. dunno what he doing here. EXTRA!
og34 buddies! psps, abit blur
drama classmates! haha! i will miss my bob. reminds me of the time aloy and i used it as a ball to predict the manutd score. LOL
HEY! u kinda played quite an impt part of my jc life by pulling me into drama! glad u did! XD cant really imagine what i will be doing if i never entered drama. thanks brudda! or shd i say sista!
aloy! my brudda in jc! forgot how i actually knew u. was it drama? or last year orientation 2? HMMMM! but really, glad i did. no more sitting at the table with u le i guess. no more score prediction using bob. will kinda miss you. SNIFF!
PRIORITY! i always believe in saving the best for last. so yeah! here comes THE picture! haha! our hair abit messy i guess. maybe an excuse to take another picture? XD. anyways, xuanqi! i wanna thank you alot alot! without u, i wonder how will life in jc be without u. as for a lvls, lets presson yeah! u can do it de! just have faith. and once again! thanks for the super super super super early bday present. :)))))))))

ok. this post took me almost 2 hours! ahhhh. anyways, its near to a lvls. j2s! lets work hard! lets PRESSON!

2008-10-11T22:31:00.004+08:00

i finally understand why i keep watchin high school musical

am i that bad?

2008-10-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

read, thought, felt.
different choices.
different outcomes.

2008-09-27T21:29:00.006+08:00

here i'm am on
the phone again and
awkward silences on the other end
i used to know of the sound
of a smile in your voice

2008-09-25T23:00:00.008+08:00

when will you laugh again?
laugh like u did back when.

2008-09-13T21:53:00.003+08:00

"Age Quod Aegis"

do well in whatever you are doing(thanks daniel).

do it once, do it well.

it has been nostalgic. flipping thru pages of the yearbooks. once again seeing familiar faces in familiar settings. in a familiar costume, with familiar events.
and once again, i found myself in a familiar situation. but will i attain familiar results?

once again, those who sow in tears, will reap in shouts of joy.
how true this is.

2008-08-27T22:46:00.003+08:00

time changes.

the reflection i see, doesnt look like me.
disappointment.

if i make it thru today
wont tomorrow be the same?
aint we just running in place?

2008-08-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

LIFE IS TIRING!!! study study study!

cannot complain ar!!! prelims in a weeks time!!!

will be on temporary hiatus! at least until after prelims.

PRESS ON EVERYONE!

2008-08-09T14:54:00.004+08:00

the higher you place your hopes, the more painful the fall will be.
studying should be everyone's priority right now.
i guess i am expecting too much. i'm confused

2008-08-06T23:17:00.001+08:00

I AM TIRED!!!

but i am happy! ok, this seems to be a rubbish post. but i was told that my blog was rotting. so i just had to do something to it!

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2008-07-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

hola~~

school has really been disasterriffic. study in school, come home, study even more. sounds fun ya? good luck to j1s when they reach this period of time nxt year. XD

drama farewell party on saturday! how many parties do we have till we REALLY step down? i tot ppp was the one?
anyways, just look at nigel!
mat as a pirate, adeline as a greek goddess, amanda as a nun, dashini as a, weirdo? sharon the mouse was blocked!
the tale of the lonely joker. must take advantage when i kanna forfeit.

anyways, caught batman yesterday after service.
WOAH, its great!
and yeah, this movie really questions the morality of us human beings.
the standoff between the 2 ferries, to how drastic two face can chance just to get revenge for rachel.

it really shows how fragile we really are.

what more, the role joker portrays how extreme we can be. on how much one is willing to do to get what he wants. like betraying his partners at the start of the movie.
MAN! EXCITING!

turn of events.
20-07-2008.
XD

2008-07-10T22:31:00.005+08:00

tadah! here comes my post!

post exams activities: zohan, bowling, hancock, more bowling!
seriously, it was great! esp the first bowling. but lose to some particular monkey...
take a look at my lucky shoes!
see the power of the cat! actually the first game was much better. nvr take.
and the lost of my form. and monkey's peak!

den it was sentosa!!! really really had fun with the class. soccer, captain's ball. and i'm glad that the class really enjoyed it. too bad had to leave early. SNIFF!!!

but after getting back results...

i start to wonder what will i get for a levels. as of now, my future looks dim. i fear for myself. what if i have no where to go to?

but the question is, where do i wanna head to in the first place?

just have to do it like what miss lee said.
don give up.

2008-07-01T00:30:00.008+08:00

2 more days to the end of MID YEARS! argh! MID YEARS!!!!
it has been rather, demoralising. especially chemistry paper 3!
and seriously, i will never have been able to have the motivation to go on if not for my friends. XD
for the encouragement
for studying tgt
for the "studying camp"!

and i really really thank God for a friend like chiang. it must have all been his plan that on that fateful day, ms chua decided to move his row to the centre, to allow me to know him thru chiang. but it was until trip home on 167 that really kick started our friendship. pictures from our "mugging camp"!

study + too much = messy table

i feel like a chikopek! take him lying there. looks wrong...

IAN! i said i will post your picture! but dunno where to put you. so i guess here will do! :)

i know that a certain event has been bugging him alot. but i guess this is how God wants us to learn things. instead of giving us the thing we really need, he takes them away from us. then only we learn how precious it is. in layman's term, instead of fishing the fish for you, he teaches you how to fish so you can fish for yourself.

anyways, God has been GREAT! it is comforting to know that my questions are being answered.. on sat the theme that was discussed was "teenagers". somehow, it covered on studies and tadah(refer to my previous post on the issue abt studying)! somehow i feel much much much better.

praise you lord

hey! if u are reading this, i believe this is all God's plan, for you, for everyone to be a better person! so stay strong ya? and to everyone! presson!

" But the hard times will come, and we’ll keep movin’ on" - [ Movin on - Good Charlotte ]

the more we learn the less we know

2008-06-26T23:43:00.006+08:00

when u are down, lost or confused. who can you turn to?
scroll down ur contacts. how many would help you?
how many of them do u allow to help?
how willing are they towards listening?

as i ponder over these questions, i start to realise how important true friends are. sharing of secrets either of you could never tell others. helping each other when things don't look right. but not everything goes as smooth as we expect it to.

like the chinese saying，笑里藏刀. one can never be too sure what the other is thinking. yeah, you may think you know them very well, that they are crazy, funky, whatever. have you ever thought that this maybe is just a side of them, and that you may not really KNOW them, that they are just putting on a false front? an act of kindness, or of pity towards you? after all, people react and behave differently ard different ppl(forgive me if i'm wrong). it shows when ur friendship fluctuates.

just like the price of oil, never stable.

come to think of it, what is it about studying? the more we learn, the less we know. oh well, since we have no choice. come on fellow muggers! lets tahan another 4 months or so!

i have to rethink ba. not only about my studies, but my relationships with friends, familie, and my life. where shd i head from here? what direction? and how? one life to lead, many decisions to make.

" Life begins at the intersection. " [ Faust, Midas, And Myself - Switchfoot ]

2008-06-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

I smile, you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say,
It's ok and I am just feeling' down
Your hand on mine I hear the words
If only love had found us first,
Our lives they would be different, oh
So I stand and wait, I am just a man, oh

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first,
Where would we be now baby,

And now I must confess, that I'm a sinking ship
And I'm anchored by the weight of my heart
Cause it's filled with these feelings
But I keep my true thoughts locked, beside my hearts black box
And it won't be found, it won't survive through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn, I got a lot of things to learn, oh

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling,
If I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want
But where would we be now baby

I'll wait, I'll wait

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling,
If I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want
But where would we be now baby
I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait
if waiting is the solution, i don't mind waiting for eternity
just some random song, really into this song. heard it while studying! its just nxt week! everyone mug hard ya?

2008-06-14T21:13:00.003+08:00

9 days left to mid years.
the feeling of being so, ill prepared.
we shall see.
as for now! euro 08, studies, sleep. GOSH! i wan my life back!!!

went to sa to study with chiang yesterday. as we were studying, old songs were being played back by random, such as, "fly by" by blue, "penny and me" by hanson, and even though there were no song from the young and the hopeless, but nevertheless, good charlotte never feels to remind me abt our past... man i feel old!!

anyways, 9 more days guys! jia you guys! shall post some random pictures. SOLELY FOR FUN ONLY!

burgers are getting smaller... or are our hands getting bigger?
poor pegasus, used for standing broad jump
so this is where miss lee gets her inspiration for her hair cut. XD

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2008-05-31T14:46:00.000+08:00

2008-05-19T21:20:00.004+08:00

one minute, you could be walking home from school. the nxt minute, a killer wave just appears from no where, dead.

or another case,

you could be in class trying ur best to keep awake in class, forgetting that education is actually whats best for you. the nxt min, an earthquake of magnitude 7.9 hits your town, dead.

how unpredictable life is.

i was thinking, how God placed me in Singapore, a very safe enviornment. but yet, i am not making use, not fulfilling my life to what it really can be.

我对得起自己吗？

对得起那些不幸的孩子们吗?

对得起上帝吗？

i bet many children in myanmar or china will want to be in this very environment that i am in now. the luxury of a personal laptop, guitar, a comfortable living environment, the chance to go to school, a loving family, and a abundance of choices. ok, maybe not that many, but still, enough to give myself a headache.

enough to make those kids drool.

do i deserve such a life?

the world is round, but it aint fair.

2008-05-13T23:40:00.011+08:00

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify

how i wish i have the power to turn back time
for a brand new start
for a totally different present
a different life

not forgetting Zainul. though u cant see this for now, but u can pull this thru!!! have faith and u certainly be alright! we will be praying for you. stay strong ya? like arsenal!!!

2008-04-25T22:35:00.004+08:00

saw this on shi min's blog.

"how often do we lose ourselves trying to fit in? at some point of our lives, we must have changed who we were to fit in. i mean, the whole thing about education and stuff, it's teaching us to fit into society. which brings us to the question- is retaining who you really are more important, or is social cohesion more important? are they mutually exclusive?"are they?

i don think so.

like the recent gp essay mrs tan went thru in class " has modern living made us lonelier?" this meant that, in the past, we humans are already lonely. but is it worse now? i dunno.

ask yourself, how many real, true friends do you have? a handful? one easy way is to just scroll down your msn list when u are down. how many of them are people u are willing and feel its ok to share with?

suddenly, this very quote from Jodi Picoult's nineteen minutes, well actually not a quote, but part of the character's diary flashed across my mind. it goes like this:

"when u don fit in, u become a superhuman. you can feel everyone's eyes on you, suck like velcro. you can hear a whisper about you from a mile away. you can disappear, even when it looks like you are standing right there. you can scream, and nobody hears a sound. you become the mutant who fell into a vat of acid, the joker who cant remove his mask, the bionic man who's missing all his limbs and none of his heart. you are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago..."

so, should we change to conform to society?

or should be stay like this, and be who we are?

can we really live a life without friends?

i guess all these inadequacies in life, actually makes our life more colourful. seriously, if everything turns out to be exactly as we wanted or fantasize about, den i think it wont be that wonderful anymore. after all, what makes our desires desirable is the fact that they are unattainable in the short run

2008-04-25T01:34:00.003+08:00

On the side of me
Corrine May

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

i'm wondering, who my "you" is...

2008-04-23T23:37:00.006+08:00

its been a long time! all the drama rehearsals and homework are killing me! finally manage to be on pace again(i think). a good sign from the heavens on friday!
hope we do this from nyjc with gd results!

oh well, now that drama has ended, it made me think. why must we have a life filled with happy stuff, or events? the happiness has the lasting permance of a rainbow, beautiful while it is there, and just as likely to have disappeared by the time you blink. and when its all over, it actually makes the person feel bad, now that we have to face the harsh fact of reality that we have to study.
scene from Friday's play

just thinking, why have good memories when it actually hurts so much when u think about it? instead, why not have a sad life so that u wont compare and will actually feel happy because compared to now, now feels better?
what we do during rehearsals

i'm very glad i got this chance to be in drama night. maybe, too happy that it is making me sad because it happenED. come to think of it, i used to detest going down for drama! and now that i have stepped down from it, there is this feeling of emptiness, as though something is missing from my life. Gek Hui!!! what u doing in their picture??
cast and crew of the tai jians!

from climbing ladders in othello, to drang drang in get high(which did not happen) and to gaying on stage on teachers day skit. the people i have known and worked with, everything that has happened. oh, so nostalgic.
(1st picture: during make up
2nd picture: after make up with lipsticks XC
3rd picture: FELLOW VAMPIRES!)

not forgetting e most recent and the one that really has made the most impact in my drama life, descendant of the eunuch admiral. the late nights spent together for rehearsals, jokes, rumors about each other, jokes, meals, drinking sessions, cam whoring in the lit room etc, with lester, yuting, chianglin, nick, xiaoyan, jocelyn and gekhui. really thankful for everything we have done together, and for adding much more fun and joy into my life. this has really impacted me greatly, i hoped it did for u all too! right now, i'm kinda regretting from ponning so many rehearsals. oppps!
after saturday's play X'C

good times wont last forever, but these memories will. drama club will be a thing of the past, but everything it has given me, will always stay within me. i take back what i said abt drama club.
tai jians united!
drama club! u rock my socks!

P.S nice remote controlled planes!

2008-04-04T23:33:00.004+08:00

woah, it has been a long and tiring week! what u expect from studying after like, 5 days of break?

anyways, got back my results. really, terrible.
phy - c
chem -d
gp - s
maths and econs - u

with this results? where can i go? seriously, this is pathetic. but somehow, this feeling of hopelessness gave me a source of motivation to really push harder. to get into the course i wan!

zai's lonepairien.

my benzenestein

and my geodood!

tgt, we wanna be chemimonster trainers!

and yeah!

YOU! be strong ok? we will do well for napfa tomorrow!!! everyone will! jia you!!!

2008-03-30T21:44:00.005+08:00

CONGRATS TO 0722!!! we are the 3rd best team for the j2 cohort! the results are as shown:

orienteering - completed
touch rugby - 15-2 (against 0721) man(or shd i say woman) of the match : berlinda!
frisbee - 16-0(against 0724) man(or shd i say woman AGAIN) of the match : wen ting!

the brilliant, outstanding team.

yusiang's birthday! DANG! didnt manage to, errrrr, an shuan him.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUSIANG(although one day late)!

oh well, floorball competition.
nyjc team b! we did well!! we had strong oppositions! and we manage to hold them back, until we ran out of stamina!
nyjc team a! CONGRATS! u all were the finalist! although u all lost, but considering the fact this was our first competition! WE DID WELL! i see some hope for a division!

TOMORROW! get back results! i pray for the best for everyone! add oil!

2008-03-28T00:20:00.003+08:00

abit late to blog about this, but, SINGAPORE BEAT LEBANON! congrats to the Singapore team on being one step closer to clinching a place in the next round! imagine seeing Singapore in to 2010 FIFA world cup!

really i see the change 0722 has brought about to me. to tell the truth! i was never a Singapore fan. in fact, i used to hate watching the team played. instead, i fantasized about people over in england playing the same sport. who would have known i would be actually sitting at the national stadium watching the lions play!

and after seeing that post and having that talk that day, it made me think. why restrict one self to do things just to please people? instead, just be yourself! hoho! only then, u will know who are those who are really true to you.
but after that day, nous n'en parle plus. i think it is just me, i hope

argh! thanks to my mom and sis who were screaming, i cant slp at all now! dang. i'm just gonna try lying on my bed!
XD

2008-03-26T01:10:00.003+08:00

coincidentally saw those stuff
thank god for this
said everything out
promised to share
lingering questions
i hope i can change this
with your support

2008-03-21T21:05:00.007+08:00

physics ended yesterday! one more mcq paper to go! yong kit fight on! so to celebrate this special day, watched step up 1 and 2! hoho! i feel so inspired to learn break dancing now! dang, they are good! nxt, chomp chomp to grab a bite. i'll let the pictures do the talking!

chicken star!

heard stuff that was nvr meant for my ears. at this very moment, though they are getting closer and closer, i see the happy ending for several individual's stories crumbling.

the question is, was it meant to be? it reflects to their situation.

well, maybe bad things happen because its the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like. its a vicious cycle. from the very first guy who did bad - to the nxt person for whatever reason, etc.

PRESSON FOR CHEM! XD!
CHEERS

2008-03-13T22:53:00.006+08:00

left school at 4 to go collect my spects. took 53 all the way to the airport to buy freshly imported chips! but during the way to the airport, there was some major traffic jam. STUCK FOR AN HOUR!

look at the time! u can also look at how handsome i am la(kidding)! XD
at 8! finally! we reached to pasir ris chalet!! thanks ar kelvin! give us the wrong room! spoil the surprise. DANG! but still! WE MADE IT! after 4 long hours to get from school to pasir ris.

chalet was filled with fun, laughter and TAUPOK! i tell u! these people are terrible man! once they get the chance, its GG!

i just happen to fall on them in this picture! i'm innocent. really!

but its so nice to see og 13 so bonded after so long. not like my og 34! but well, maybe its due to the different orientation structure. but still! makes me very happy and feel successful to have such a bonded og!
the guys
the girls

OG 13!! (abit blur la, but still can)

stay this way! 13 13 all the way! hoping to see u guys celebrate one year anniversary on 2jan2009!

as for all the j2s! JIA YOU FOR NXT WEEK!

2008-03-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

crashed disco night last night! although it wasnt much. but somehow we managed to sneak in after disco night, during the mass dance time! lol! during then, felt guilty breaking them apart with their new classes. but it is warming to know that they are still bonded with each other!

BUT! dancing did not end there! we continued dancing at the playground outside macs! wow! so many ppl were looking! hoho! felt so famous at that instant! deja vu. it was as if what happened 2 months ago was happening again!

today, naval base was, fun and not fun. first thing in the morn, kanna lectured. during mass dance, the music break down! we had to restart like, how many million times la! but seeing the pri school kids compete with each other, queuing up to obtain MY signature. I FELT LIKE A STAR!

take care!

2008-03-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

to all sick people! get well soon! especially my ah gong! so is mr muhamad and also you! take care of your heath man!

shen ti jian kang to everyone!

2008-03-02T22:42:00.002+08:00

i stood by his bed. he definitely looks considerably weaker and much more feeble. i feel guilty. as a canto, knowing how to understand is nothing. as he tries to talk to me, i could only shake or nod my head. not only that, he was still able to feed himself last week, but now? as i fed him, i could not help thinking about what would happen.

judging his condition, these maybe(it will not be! but who knows?) his last words.

and i cannot reply him.

pls fight on.

2008-02-28T02:01:00.002+08:00

"those who sow in tears, will reap in shouts of joy"

one of St.Gabriel's Secondary School's ming yan. this is my source of motivation! sow painfully(muggin like crazy), reap happily(A lvls!). so everyone! don give up! time flies! its going to be 2 months since orientation 1. and if 2 months keep flying by like this, it would be A levels in no time! 1

1th night of late nights! tomorrow will be no 12!

i'll be waiting for the day of reaping!
XD

2008-02-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

all i can do now, is to pray for his health...

2008-02-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

every wondered how will u be a year, or even ten years from now? will u be a successful businessman? accountant? lawyer??? or a sweeper, hawker, whatever? well, all these will be decided this year, when we take our A levels exams. this few papers, decides the path you would take in life. be it successful or not.

BUT, am i ready for it??

i dunno. looking at the current situation. the future looks bleak...

WHO WANTS TO START A STUDY CAN ALWAYS FIND ME!!!

2008-02-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

YAY! my 100 post!! and it coincides with valentine's day(purposely de)! hah!

anyways, i feel this poem would fit in perfectly!

roses are red
violets are blue
some poems rhymes
but this one doesnt!!! (chris, u are a genius man)

anyways, today is a great day!!! dang, both lilin and i got one flower each! NO WINNER! there goes my bubble tea...

anyways, yeah! felt really really guilty today! i was like, receiving something from almost everyone i met. the guilt that was in me! rahh! i will do something to make up! say, I DUNNO!!! but when its time, i will do it!!!

yeah! thanks everyone for all the sweets and chocolates, i really appreciate it! and thanks wan yin and gek hui for not wanting me get any fatter, grace for the wonderful gift and all the wonderful girls of 0722 who gave us guys the sunflower. making sure i nvr go home empty handed for the 2nd year running!!! most importantly, i would like to thank god for everything!!!

happy valentine's day people!

spread the love around!!!

2008-02-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

HUI HUI was superb! really ar, i was shocked when i heard her sing! but the winner, yin xue or something? WONDERFUL!
0722 after the contest
woah! it glows?!

hah, it really makes me wonder, how can people sing so well!!! we all have 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth and 2 ears. argh! this is not fair! so much for equality among human beings. some can be so talented in multiple ares, while some, like me, have nothin that i can be proud of. haha! not that i'm emoing or something. just envious...

anyways! tue's gp tutorial was the usual, going thru compo outline thing. but the impact left on me really really, big.

"i am a millionaire. that is my religion."to what extent has the pursuit of wealth become the modern goal?

pursuit of wealth, in which wealth is something permanent, unlike jobs, fixed assets(guess it aint that fixed after all huh?), and even friends.

money is permanent. come to think of it! where are my pri school friends? secondary school friends? even the better one are getting more and more distanced. and where would my current frens be years from now?

where will you be?

only time will tell! till then! we must treasure our friends!!!

pai seh, this post abit, weird or even is junk. but just had to say it out!

XD

2008-02-03T01:15:00.000+08:00

"WE WERE MEANT TO LIVE FOR SO MUCH MORE!" wahh! this song keeps echoing in my mind now! along with gone, oh gravity, burn out brightly!

wahh, switchfoot concert was really really great! but before they played, we had 2 local bands, "firefight" and " west grand boulevard" entertaining us. firefight was, er. better to reserve my comments. west grand boulevard was ok! but really, the clear distinction between local and switchfoot, makes me wonder. do singapore really need foreign talent!

out of point. anyways, got all of their signatures! during the autograph session, tim said to me"hi, i'm tim, and u are?" i replied "i'm yong kit, anyways, great job just now! the performance was great!" he thanked me and i moved on to jon foreman. the first thing he said to me shocked me.

"hi yongkit. i'm jon" HE SEEMS TO KNOW ME!

got them to sign on my zen.

WOAH! wonderful!

2008-01-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

saw this on jason's blog, no harm trying!
generally, i find this thing true to a large extent! though its not all positive.

today! nanyang won the DV xiao yuan! congrats to our new news reporter, lilin(or stupid)! brought glory to our class and to the school! wah! congrats once again!

went to pool with 0g 13 just now! it was top fun man! won shuwen and jeremy ALONE! partnered lingling and beat shuwen twice. partnered siawhui and lost to edeline! partnered edeline and lost to ryan and finally BEATING RYAN! so proud of that! hah! but yeah, i hope this is not one of the last few times we all go out tgt? siaw hui trying for tjc, lingling for vjc, yingying for ajc(anymore?). all the best to u all man to get into the school u all want, even though i am wishing u all will come back to ny! OPPPS!

jc2 is taking its toll on me! i need more time!

maybe switchfoot concert will help.

2008-01-28T00:04:00.001+08:00

YAY! man utd just beaten tot 3-1! goals from tv and a brace from ron swept tot aside, although it wasnt a very convincing victory!

speaking of soccer! we played soccer after minds yesterday! MINDS WAS GREAT! hah! don get me wrong, but seriously, i really really enjoyed my time there. PEH MENG! y u nvr give me 4 nos! b4 we came, he gave the volunteers 4 numbers, and it got first prize! shall bug him into giving me. mwahahah!

back to the issue. helping those people at minds, really made me feel USEFUL(as always) and yeah, it is extremely satisfying to see them enjoy and being so happy. i'll seriously consider going there on a regular basis.

soccer! played with some strangers, which i scored 4 and won 4-1! but that is not the main point, the main point is to see everyone playin tgt in the 2nd match. it was great fun man! even though i was out scored by wan yin( THIS IS SAD! ), but to see 0722 get closer! great man!

P.S. who wants to go nxt sat for the new year's party?!

2008-01-24T21:18:00.001+08:00

wo mei mei you zhi mao
yi zhi ke ai de xiao xiao mao
you yi tian
mao bu jian le
MAO ZAI NA LI
MAO ZAI NA LI!
MAO ZAI NA LI!!!

2008-01-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

floorball training + minds + ah ma's hse + tennis lessons = NO TIME TO DO HOMEWORK!

wah! floorball training nowadays has become much more interesting! but today's main thing isnt the training.

it was the visit to MINDS! seriously, before that, i never knew what MINDS is for. when i went there, hearing it was a home for the intellectually disabled, i was shocked as i was thinking it was some kind of organization that plans for events! furthermore, i dunno what to do when facing them!

so we all went for an orientation around the compound and i was very impressed. the facilities were gd and well equipped(other then the lack of volunteers).

SO it was time to meet the residents there at the gathering area. i was abit lost and didnt know what to do!! then paul(a resident there) offered his hand for a handshake, a handshake of assurance.

RELIEVED! they were super friendly people! especially my favourite! tat hiang(dunno if i spelt it correctly). he really is positive. no matter what u say to him, he will give u a thumbs up and a wide smile. seeing that, really makes my day! lai seng was gd too! i tot he was from china. like what someone said(forgot who)"babies that understand". totally true man! now, i cant wait for nxt week!

but it was kinda sad la. no wonder they say the world is unfair. there are ppl wasting their lives by not fully utilizing it, and on the other end, ppl with such disabilities(no offence), ppl starving. really, is there nothing we can do to help these ppl? god, please bless them. seeing those ppl at MINDS, its kinda hurting.

dang those scientists! take so much pay! come up with a cure fast!!!

2008-01-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

this week is gonna be murderous! i don think there will be a day i can reach home b4 7! nvr! yong kit will press on!

anyways, today chin kiong bday! LOL! the whole class massed sent out messages to him. and his reply?

"ok, just wanna say thx to u guys again for making my day... and every1 pls dun sms at the same time cos my phone is laggin like new year's day"

LOL! can imagine him looking at his phone, seeing it hang. wahh!

2 more days to snake and 5 more to grace's bday. wonder whats up for them!

TOMORROW!

2008-01-12T14:12:00.000+08:00

went for og pool yesterday! partnered with siaw hui and won all! mwahahah! siaw hui pro la, but don get too ego ar!! mwahahah! know ur secrets!!! hoho!

but really, it was great seeing the og stick together so long after orientation. satisfying to see them enjoying each others presence, playing together, studying together. it really is satisfying for me to see them so bonded. it really makes me feel that being an ogl, was a very very worth it choice!

og13 aside, studies!! got to know TM more! but, nxt week, chem test, econ test, physics test! omt!!! chiong ar!

really sorry
hurt u so so much
it was my fault
my insensitivity..
will make it up! i promise.

2008-01-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

here comes my first post this year!!!

orientation was fun!!! not only fun, it was SUPERB! og 13! really the most enthu og i have seen by far. hoho! compared with mine last year, they are way better!

anyways, orientation was great in many ways:

wonderful og with wonderful ppl to bond with
fantastic ogls from hestia
although the games were almost the same, it still is fun nevertherless
mass dance!!! stupid snake take video!
disco night! really one of the highlights "i have a sweaty back! YEAH!"

a bit blur la, but this is the only pic that has all of us!

anyways, orientation is over. Everyone! its time to study ya?

really feel so small and alone. never felt so lousy before, but hey! thanks alot man! without u, i really dunno what i'll be. but still...

2007-12-31T16:32:00.001+08:00

2007 is over, indeed, it has been a great year! new study environment, new friends, etc.

got into nanyang instead of sa. but i nvr once regreted.

0725! u were the class that made me like nanyang so much! that during jae, i placed nanyang my first choice instead of sa!

0722! the CLASS! although all of us came from different schools(like duh?), we bonded off quite well! thru events like the house carnival, bowling, pizza hut lunch, muggin sessions and birthdays! lets all forget abt the the negatives and work hard tgt nxt year! ITS MAKE OR BREAK!

BCC, u all changed my life! with u all, u all brought me and my faith to another level. i really really have to thank u guys. so, this year's camp marks my first anniversary in this church! i look forward to more camps together with u guys!

and not to forget the brotherhood. phew, i dunno if we can still be as close as the past... never the less, as everyone is busy. kevin with his gf, chiang with council, kai with track, wen kai with his project and different holiday timings. BUT i must still thank u guys! soccering, song competitions, and our good times in secondary school brought me through this year. i dont think u guys will be seeing it, but really really. thank u guys.
"all the things we talk about will bring us thru it everytime, everytime."
"some say that, time changes, best friends can become strangers. no i dont want that, no not for you"
lyrics from say anything, our brotherhood song.
really nostalgic.
the innocent smiles of 6 boys who were good friends. who grew up together, matured together.

2007 has passed. its a year with many positives.

i foresee more in 2008!

PRESS ON!

2007-12-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

ogl workshop was fun! hoho, really had a great time! the people there. WOOT! lol! i foresee a very very interesting orientation for hestia! with such on ogls!

hestia rock on!

"one of the first evidences of a broken relationship with god is a loss of joy"

could this be the reason?

i cant be...

then, what is it?

2007-12-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

its been a long time people! was at japan, then went for church camp.

left singapore on the 10th, with a heavy heart. because, this means i have very little time left to do my hw! and just when i forgot abt the homework, guess what i saw?
notice the left hand corner, it write: E=MC^2. wahh. sian diao!

hot springs are sperm killers. there goes my fathers day.

we then went to a handicraft shop. WOAH! the guy's workmanship is superb. if only i had this help in dnt. later that day, went to the fox farm. they were everywhere! imagine those fur balls brushing pass your leg. wahh! lucky they didnt bite. XD

FINALLY, on the 3rd day, IT SNOWED! wah! shiok! well, at first i thought "why would people get fascinated over solid rain?" now i know. the feeling of a cold speck on snow falling on u, irresistible. then when u get back to the hotel and drink something hot. wow. look at how thick the snow is.

well, shall not speak any more abt the trip, instead shall talk about the japanese culture. i must say, i am AMAZED by their culture. they really are very polite and very considerate people.
for example, taking an escalator. they will all stick to their left and only those who are in a hurry will walk up from the right. it is in these minor acts that really show the values these people have. on the other hand, the moment i step back to singapore. hoho. we singaporeans have a long way to go.

came back on the 17th, and went for church camp on the 19th. was teamed with ying, jin, mark, bran and jo, the kamikazees!the no 1 team! laser challenge was the game of the camp man!kellie! what u doing? XD

it was themed "more than survivors", which i think is really a good one. what dennis shared actually made an impact in me. he gave an example about a dad giving his platinum card to his son. this is actually the same as what God did for us. he gave up his only son for us to die on the cross. he did not even spare his son to pay for our sins. what other evidences do we need to show that he love us? right now, i'm totally convinced. xing fu kou fu. kowtow.

and i like ian! not the small one! XD. one funny quote from him when he was talkin about dreams and goals "my goal is to be a failure. if i reach my goal, i will feel successful. but if i don't, i will feel successful as well". LOL!

2007-12-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

in 24 hours time, i prob be in the airplane, looking out of the window. as, the plane takes off, the airport will get small and smaller, until eventually, u see nothing but lights.

WELL! i CANT wait! but well, i will miss you all! u all will miss me too right?! XD, confirm sumpa chop! hoho! i prob will be squeezing my whole trip!

Hokkaido, here i come!

2007-12-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

Nov

------------ ---NOVEMBER BABY ------------ --------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.

now, let me comment on it. the first part about trustworthy and loyal, is true. the passionate part, true. the wild part, is not at times, is ALL the time! sure know how to have fun... aiya, the whole thing is very true! hah!

smile and presson!

2007-12-01T02:32:00.001+08:00

am currently re-reading ichigo 100%.

it is about this guy, named manaka, who ventures to the school roof one fateful day. then a girl falls from above and lands in front of him. he then falls in love with this very cute girl, called toujo. she runs off leaving her notebook. apparently, toujo ties her hair and wears a pair of ugly spects in school, hence covering her good looks.

reading her notebook, he discovers that she is a good writer and starts to click with her. as time goes on, he starts to like her more and more. however, he already has a girl friend. then one day, she decides not to tie her hair and wear her ugly spects, and manaka then realised she is the one he liked all along. so yeah, ard the middle of the whole story, he breaks up with his girl friend.

BASICALLY, it is one whole love triangle. yeah, to alot of people, this is quite a stupid story. but its ending is really really very touching and it taught me one thing: if u really want to do something, just go ahead to, do not regret not doing it in the future. for example, like in the story, if u really like a girl, go for it! and another example is me writing this post! LOL, just felt like putting what i am currently feeling here.

but it is easier said then done right? to just to whatever you really want.

i guess, one must really have a strong determination to convince him/herself and gain the courage to do something. if not, just regret ba.

and it aint exactly a good feeling, so DON ever try it.

so people! go for it! jia you!

2007-11-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

i hope all things go well. wo xiang tai duo le ba.

hopefully.

what if

2007-11-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

what if:

i did not put st gabriel's as my last choice, instead, i put mayflower?

ms chua did not insist to have another middle row?

i wasnt been placed in 1e2?

i went into another class instead of 4e4?

i chose sajc as first choice after pae?

i chose to take chinese?

i wasnt kind enough to "wish" those taking chinese good luck...

was kinda bored on the bus to Holland village. played soccer at serangoon and it took almost 2 hours of bus ride.

but really, what if those things really happened? things would be SO much different than it is now! i guess, this is god's decision! and i thank god for that!

seriously, choosing st gabriel was a total accident. who would have though i enter my last choice? was choosing between mayflower and st gabriel. but in the end, decided because st gabriel sounds more, ang mo-tised.

and IF i wasnt in 1e2, i would not have met them!

really, ALOT would have changed if these things did happened. ever wonder or feel curious how one's life would be if u had said a yes instead of a no years ago? or made a choice to head left instead of right? seriously... i'm wondering. wo bu shi zai chi bao xian kong, but just,

CURIOUS...

2007-11-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

mugged at bishan library today.

was in disbelief when i stepped into the library. I SEE SO MANY PPL MUGGING! woah, are the promos coming up?? i tot i can be a step faster den people, guess i'm wrong. anyways, i think i will turn broke back after a few more of such sessions. the library should have more tables!!!

really terrible.

forgot everything!

BUT, had a AWESOME donut! xie xie po po

matters of the heart

2007-11-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

the heart is not simply the organ that pumps blood through the body, it’s a metaphor for a persons innermost core or spiritual center. it allows people to "feel" another thing, be it another human, animal, or even a thing.

but what happens when u "feel" too much for a person, or simply, when u like a person? to me, if you like a person too much, it doesn’t matter what he do or don’t you going find a better excuses to like him/her more.
For example:

rich, you gonna say you hit jackpot
poor, you gonna say poor thing you both live on love
ugly, you gonna say your shrek
handsome, you gonna say you are just lucky or your princes charming.
Educated, you be saying your doctor
Retard, you be saying your rainman (examples koped from a website)

well, i have seen a few people shot by the love cupid, and seriously, they are all are, suffering? from experience, you will just feel like nothing is going right or going your way, causing you to feel down the whole day. is it like that? i think it has to do with self control, not necessarily suppressing your feelings, but keeping it controlled in order to not go overboard -as in overwhelming the other person. but then i guess if you're both in love, that crazy sort of love then by all means, go out of control!

for now, i pray that all these people get what is best for them. bless them to get the courage and press on! i'm not pro in all these, but one piece of advise: if you really like that person, be patient. if not, move on!

on a lighter note, my godfather, godma and god sis came to singapore last thurs! it has been 6 weeks since i saw my godpa and ma and almost 3 years since i saw maia! she is such a big girl now! not to mention, mischievous.

so on sat, we went jurong birdpark!
maia with her doll
cute aint she? hah! she speaks chinese! i think she speaks better chinese den most of us!
my wacky godpa, cannot tell he is a professor right?
their whole family!

went bowling afterwards, smashed my record but still didnt beat my god pa. dang, nvm, i will train and get 174! for i will get a treat if so!

yeah! everyone! smile!

bowling part 2

2007-11-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

caught the bee movie, really really gd show! recommended by yong kit.

had a super gd day! promise to be higher the nxt time! bowling was terrible. although i won, the results werent very le guan. losing my touch.

waiting eagerly for next week to come!
174

appluade

2007-11-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

i really respect jian wen!!! after hearing what he has done, i really really think he is a great guy! may god help in tide thru this. return the smiley jian wen to us!

anyways! holidays starts soon! this fri will be the last day of school! tutorials! lecture notes! here i come!(i dunno if i have the discipline to study!)

for you

2007-11-10T23:06:00.001+08:00

hey, thanks alot for worrying so much for me. seriously! i'm fine! and i know now is a tough time for you. it is hard to be happy, but, no point being sad too ya? so SMILE AND FIGHT ON!

this is dedicated to you:

[TIMON]
Hakuna Matata!
What a wonderful phrase

[PUMBA]
Hakuna Matata!
Ain't no passing craze

[TIMON]
It means no worries
For the rest of your days

[TIMON AND PUMBA]
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!

[TIMON]
Hakuna Matata!

[YOUNG SIMBA]
[spoken] Hakuna Matata?

[PUMBA]
[spoken] Yeah. It's our motto!

[YOUNG SIMBA]
[spoken] What's a motto?

[TIMON]
[spoken] Nothin'! What's-a-motto with you?!

[PUMBA]
[spoken] Those two words will solve all your problems.

[TIMON]
[spoken] That's right. Take Pumbaa here
[sung] Why...when he was a young warthog

[PUMBA]
When I was a young warthog

[TIMON]
[spoken] Very nice

[PUMBA]
[spoken] Thanks.

[TIMON]
He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal
He could clear the savannah after ev'ry meal

[PUMBA]
I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned
And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind

[PUMBA]
And, oh, the shame
[TIMON]
Oh, the shame!
[PUMBA]
Thought of changin' my name
[TIMON]
What's in a name?
[PUMBA]
And I got downhearted
[TIMON]
How did ya feel?
[PUMBA]
Ev'rytime that I...

[TIMON]
[spoken] Hey, Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids!

[PUMBA]
[spoken] Oh, sorry.

[TIMON AND PUMBA]
Hakuna Matata!
What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata!
Ain't no passing craze

[YOUNG SIMBA]
It means no worries for the rest of your days

[ALL]
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata!
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna --

[(OLDER) SIMBA]
It means no worries for the rest of your days

[ALL]
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata! [repeat]

[PUMBA]
I say "Hakuna"

[TIMON]
I say "Matata"
kinda worried. if you need help, i'll be here.

kan chiong

2007-11-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

kan chiong! waiting for teddy bear to call!

vivo

2007-11-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

went to vivo after school! had alot of fun! hah, went to check long men, den found a job at the teddy bear shop! 6 dollars an hour? worth it! quite slack somemore, mwahaha!really lol!
tiring ar...

after that, went down to meet st gabs ppl for soccer at bradell heights. woah! everyone look so tall now! is it them growing faster? or am i not growing anymore?! this is bad! i wanna grow more!!! MUST REACH 1.8!!!

friends...

2007-11-06T23:52:00.001+08:00

quality friends vs quantity friends(sounds weird)? the ideal case is often quality + quantity la, but how many of us can have that? recently, i have been thinking, is it good being sociable?

people always call me a high profile person, in school, i know quite alot of people, i emphasize, quite, not alot. but well, is it really good? when i'm down or something, can i trust them?

true friends are really hard to find, therefore i thank god for giving me at least one for every stage of my education life, youjin and gao hui in aitong, the brothas!( kevin, kai, wen kai and wei chiang) in st gab... nanyang? have xoxoxo...

so, yeah, quality frens! so ppl!!! please treasure ur friends! and for my friends reading this! pls treasure me! i need to be loved! jkjk!!! this whole thing is just a random thought...

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding.
You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner.

At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

What's Your Personality Type?

lost

2007-11-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

i'm sry everybody... i guess i am not as good as i think, offending people without me knowing... i guess i'm just being super insensitive... if i really did offend anyone! i'm really really sry!

as for now, i just needa reflect on what i have done... for everone, esp those i offended:

today!

2007-11-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY!!! cycling was so so so fun!!! well, i was paired with xuan qi and yeah, cycled till zai fell down. so, being kind, we let him rest and went to the beach to play! den, berlinda "borrowed" my phone... the nxt thing i knew, the guys were after me! and guess what was my present from them?! a toss into the sea! well, took alot of photos!

well, yeah! then we went to take a break, and we were caught by the channel 8 show "chuang ye wu di shou"

there! 0722 with the stars!

went to play pool after that, was owned!!! i wasnt gd at all... nvm! practise makes perfect!
anyways, i will miss 0722, it has really been a great time for this whole year! this event! fun, great, shiok! whatever good things u can call it! too bad for those that didnt come! and sry for all who went, i accidently deleted the pairs pic... have fun!!! XD

lala

2007-11-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

today is a "lucky" day!!! horr? horr? horr?! XD
am a super sweet guy today! wif chocolate cake all over me!
had to wear monster's short shirt!
almost lost my phone!
accidentally dirtied monster's clothes wif some cheese...

anyways!!! today marks the end of project work!!! time really flies... ny117! we really have spend alot of time tgt... we worked so hard tgt for the pass 8 months, finally its over... i will miss u ppl de! yubin, wan yin, shu wen, xin ying! thanks for giving me a great 8' months of pw!!! we will get the results we want!!!
ny117!!!my fren and i

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

asda

2007-10-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

i'm speechless! yay!

oh no i'm gay!

2007-10-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

OH NO! WARNING! I MAYBE GAY?!

after pw, i waited for brandon?! LOL! and we were gaying at the pasal malam! omg! then the prawn biscuits, looked like a heart! wanted to buy for him! after so long, my gayness coming up again! die!

smile

this is bad

2007-10-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

wahh, out of the 7 st gabs(is it?) who came to nanyang, 3 of them were retained... zzz, and roy was one of them? how could this be? phew, it is sad to see people you know get retained. i'm tired of such separations and stuff. phew, nvm, this might actually be good for them! hope they can do well nxt year. god bless them, give them strength to take this ordeal! come on ppl! i don tink u all will be reading this, but yong kit supports u all! XD

today

2007-10-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

11.15, mr kwek was still talking about the different subjects and how many people passed and stuff
11.20, he flashed how many people in each class get promoted
11.45, we head to 03-48 where we are to receive our overall results...

during this whole period of time, i was feeling super down. not that i'm worried for my own results as i had already mentally prepared myself for the worse, but worried for the class. it is quite sad to know that 3 people of our class will be leaving us. just when 0722 was about to be even closer, just when times together could be more fun and enjoyable, this has to happen...

separation, something we all have to go through, but, are we ready? even if we are not, there is no other choice. zzz. but this might be a blessing in disguise for them? yeah, if they make good use of this chance. whereas for me? ranking points 38? i'm super disappointed... promotion may not be the best choice for me.

i dunno.

2007-10-22T19:47:00.001+08:00

tomorrow is the day, where we will collect back our results slips. there might be some who will not be with us anymore. most of us will stay. but yeah. i thought about this and, it is pretty sad to know that. after all, we have spent one whole year with each other, and 0722 have just started to bond closer.

how cruel it is to let one examination to decide ur fate? ok, maybe not one, but this is the main one. our lives have been subjected to all these unfair ways of judgement. first, psle, when we were so young. then sec 2 streaming, o levels, promos and soon, a levels. IF ONLY I WAS MINISTER OF EDUCATION! jk...

well, what to do? i cant change anything, so i will have to accept it i guess! yeah! 0722 fight on! till tomorrow, DO NOT LOSE FAITH! we will still be together to fight on for A lvls!!!

happy

2007-10-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

hah! i guess i'm alright le! hah, now i know... when i'm down, there will be 3 people who i can rely on... 3 only? or should i be glad there are 3?! hah! i tink i should be happy there are 3! thanks alot to you 3(wc, wy and baba) for making me happy!

but really thanks to one of you, kept me company, made me feel much better... i'm really really touched and i wanna say, thank you 3!!! and a special thanks again to baba!

what is happening

2007-10-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

what is happening to me? i just, don't feel right... there is something that i don't know troubling me! unless it is... aiya!

please, someone save me from this and talk to me! hah! nvm, by the time u people read this, i should be... hah! not dead, but prob better le...

2007-10-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

idol says press on for OP!
actually, come to think of it, i forgot why i am calling myself idol, will someone please refresh my memory?!

pw

2007-10-16T23:52:00.001+08:00

i see many people around me tired of doing project work le. why give up? u went through for more than half a year, only to give up? no! idol says cannot! everyone muz do their best!

anyways, promo results are out for a few days le, didnt exactly do that well, but good enough to promote? that i dunno:

maths-46(e)
gp-40.5(s)
chemistry-52.5(d)
econs-39.333(u)
physics-55(c) <---- this is suprising!

anyways, yeah! everyone will still be in 0722! also, everyone will do well for project work! guys, no matter how difficult is project work, don give up! IDOL SAYS SO!

tomorrow

2007-10-11T18:51:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day... the day where we get back our results. after studying for one whole year in this school, it is time to see how much we have learnt. these few papers will decide whether we waste a year anot.

for 0722, be prepared for the worst... of cos, everyone of us will make it! we will go up and still be in 0722! no one is to be, er, touch wood, RETAINED... no one!! or else, i swear i will murder that bugger(what if it is me?).

well, all of us did our best!

tomorrow is the day...

red!

2007-10-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

for the first few times of my life! red has not been good to me... usually, red means hong bao, man utd, when i was in st gabs, high grades... but just now, when mr gary seng marked our written report, it was full of red marks!!!

omg! we were given false hopes that our project have been flying smoothly! anyways, what we can do now? only thing is to PRESSON!!! chiong ar!!! for my A or B!

badminton

2007-10-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

this post came kinda late, but still, i wan to say that the badminton session on sat was fun!!! yeah!

we met at hougang interchange at 8, walked there and started playing casually... it was only until about 9 then the pairing was settled. i was paired with lilin and fought our way to the finals! probably the most memorable match is the one against shu wen and coli, where we were losing 10-5 and i kept telling lilin"wu fen er yi" and who knows?! we came back to win 13-11! cool right? hah!

the finals was more interesting... jon and clive offered abit of a challenge. we won the first set(i forgot the score), but lost the 2nd set 11-1! mwahah! winning this game really shows one thing! I'M GOOD!!! haha, joking la, but well, this shows lilin and i have the skills in this game! hoho, i'm glad they liked the cake, it was my first time buying a cake for someone's birthday! phew, pulled that off...

i wan more! shall post the pictures next time... i feel super lazy today... XD

class outing

2007-10-04T01:33:00.000+08:00

indeed... today is a great day! today is liberation!!! it means we are free from studying, at least till next week where we gotta chiong project work... anyways, chem paper 1 was a breeze i tink...

we went marina square... the arcade lady IS SUPER WEIRD... we were wearing uniform, not only did she let us in, but helped us changed coins... not only until our 2 hour? where she chased us out... weird ya?! so, we guys went to start bowling... GREAT! it has been ages... but still! managed to challenge the likes of jon and clive!

there! 0722 wan sui!!! everyone will still be in the class next year!!! we will know it, NXT FRIDAY!!!

omen

2007-09-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

IS IT A BAD OMEN OR WAT?! I ACTUALLY DREAMT I GOT 34 MARKS FOR MATHS?! OH MY TIAN!

is it a bad omen or wat? but some people say wat u dream normally will not come true! in fact it will be the opposite! i don mind 43! i just need 41 to pass overall!! come on!!! on oct 12... i will noe my fate....

ARGHH

review

2007-09-29T00:37:00.001+08:00

promos are almost over... only left with physics and chem paper one... however, i should not be that happy...

gp- chose the question on integrity... SCARED i write out of point... pray hard i didnt!

maths- 35 marks cfm gone! another 20 marks maybe gone... if i pass, up i go! if i get 41 or less... 0808(nice no right?) here i come! praying hard as well...

chem- the most worrying one! i found it super easy! but all me peers said it was tough! am i too smart? or is it carelessness? i have a bad feeling its the 2nd one...

econs- tink i did quite ok for case study! had soooo much to write! 3 papers! almost 4! BUT essay was horrible... did question 1 and 2... spent too much time on question 1a
... then i didnt have enough time to complete the rest... only 2b which i am most confident in. well! praying hard too!

anyways! look at my new blogskin!!! kudos to xuan qi!! really touched!!! really ar, one day i must learn and zi ji lai! anyways, I CANT WAIT TILL WEDNESDAY!!!

where is my aim?!

2007-09-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

after wat wei chiang spoke, it really made me think... where is my aim? quoted from him"i'm the controller of my life, master of my own ship. but where is my ship going?" i could not answer him... i asked myself this question, and i myself could not answer...

this made me think... am i dat ignorant of wat i wanna do? wei chiang is concerned abt it... but why aint i?? i didnt i think of this before?! hmmm... i do know i wanna be an accountant... but, what for?!

thought of it the whole day and yeah... STILL NO ANSWER! gosh... anyways, 14 more days to promos!! everyone press on! hah!

15 more days

2007-09-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

time flies... there is now only 15 days left to promos...

really, how fast time flies... i still rmb the day i came into ny... where i was posted to og 34... den went to 0725... tl of tribe 15 and finally here in 0722... had alot of fun but, kinda regretting it now cos, I AM WORRIED FOR MY PROMOS!!!

some how, i just dont have the motivation i had to study, compared to last year... perhaps o levels was more impt? it cant be... argh!!!

anyways!!! 15 more days!!! everyone! press on!!! XD one last push for this year(maybe 2nd last cos of pw(crap))!!!

29 more days, and counting

2007-08-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

oh, last week was pretty hectic... studies, funny events... siao! my whole week passed by with little or no studies at all... crap, pretty worried for myself...

anyways, the hunt was very throw face! but nevertheless, i still made more frens, like chong lik, jonathan, amelia and sheryl! hah! too bad no grp pics... so sad ya? was supposed to act immediately after that event... but due to time constrains, we did not... so disappointing, den gotta prospone to nxt thurs?! siao!

anyways, how now? my results, terrible! i'm failing everything! HOW! someone save me!!!

how could this happen to me?

2007-08-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

wahh... recently had a period of time where i was really sian... y was i saboed? regretting a little for passing up the form on time... well, at least i managed to make new frens? yea!

went for st gab's band concert last night... it was great seeing everyone! yongchao, stef, kai, guan min, nelson and wei chiang... everyone changed, did they? anyways, the concert was gd! except for some songs and the choir, which was largely disappointing...

and yea, looked at stuff at a different light, esp after hearing vice president talk... motivated! wahh... hah, so yeah, i'm gonna look things from a different point of view... yeah, since i'm in le, make full use of it! press on!!! OH YA, i saw tay tein sin!!! hoho!!

0722 rocks

2007-08-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

hah! finally saw our class pic on wan yin's blog... so i koped it!! mwahah!

0722 rocks la! really! just that still abit too clique like... not class yet... like say(not to specify anyone la) the guys one side, gals one side... yeah!! muz make it a point to talk!!! hah...

anyways, stupid mac!!! we were doing our pw at serangoon mac... 4 hours... yeah... den when we were abt to leave, a person working there pasted this thing right in front of us. it states " dear students, please do not study during our peak hours..." wahh!!! so offended... wan us to noe tell us la!!!

drama

2007-08-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

hah! drama was really fun today... the acting part... we all had our laughs... it was great seeing everyone act to their script... whereas our grp only had the outline and had no actual script... was pretty nervous!!!

and how noes... drang!!! and out grp got 63.5/70... this is terrible... that means we gotta act on teachers day or get high... so throw face!

went to watch the sch soccer match after drama... we were trailling 4-2... guess the final score???

8-2! totally terrible... cannot imagine nelson, cheng xiang or wei chiang here... sure kanna tuant... gosh! anyways... we did our best! nanyang fight on!!! everyone press on!!! hah